Some girls have been in my mind...those whom i could not date based on uncontrollable circumstances. People have taken them right out of my grasp perhaps out of fear and a lack of understanding. I cannot seem to tolerate this injustice, is it something within the cosmos that has not corrected itself or simply some sort of emptiness inside my own heart, seeking justice to fill the void?
I had committed myself to stand against all opposition, no matter how great to stand up for what i firmly believed in, to stand up against those who seek to tear us apart. I had fallen in defeat and despair before the words "you cannot change fate, if your not meant to be with someone, it's not meant to be.." It took a lot of energy out of me, nevertheless, i stood up in defiance..to fate...and all other doubting minds. I wanted to make my relationship work.
Sadly, things did not go in my favor. The words i said are irreversible. I cannot change them, even if i wanted to. I cannot erase the outcome of unfortunate circumstances. There are many thoughts in my mind, i am trapped inside this present time, unable to see the future, the outcome of events. I am left with one simple question, asking "Is it meant to be?.."
